way down yonder

have you ever felt like a lousy performer with paralyzing stage fright, an awfully unimaginative video game designer, and a business person more inept than the first two combined? have you ever felt like you're not particularly good at anything and that you won't do much before you die? have you ever felt like your closest are so much more talented than you are and destined for better things and you're a good-for-nothing drifter? yeah, something like that.