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Monday, August 31, 2009

the odyssey

The reality of things is that you will inevitably leave your home for two weeks and return to find that everyone thinks you are dead and the sunflowers you lovingly raised from seed have gone and bloomed withoutyou.



i have a very special place in my heart for the smell of sunflowers. it is very subtle and few people know it.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

fugitive

fell asleep on yuliya's bed with limewire on, fed the entire world my documents for late night hours
waiting for the feds to sue me for the big bucks

cash monay

it's been an expensive month.

good thing i had a combined income of $1.26 from money i've found

Saturday, August 29, 2009

kipnis

you can't snap your fingers OR whistle? what were you doing between the ages of six and twelve, may i ask?

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

mrs. tuckersman

i am currently reading doctorow's ragtime, which i bought from a thrift store on fasanvej while in denmark. i was reading it between classes today on campus when i pulled a strand of blonde hair out of it.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

normandie

new apartment
smells like wet dog
sticky carpets
strangers on the street can look into my bedroom
panda express in the fridge
no furniture in living room
love it

Friday, August 21, 2009

going back to school

when left to my own devices, mcdonald's

Thursday, August 20, 2009

calculations

my life has improved ten-fold since ending my work season.

i made 2,545.60 this summer, 2,268.55 after taxes.

time to see the world.

swift

the video for you belong with me is really cute

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

high school musical

had lunch with my junior prom date,
dinner with my senior prom date
so fond of them both

followed by reunion with other high school peers at florentine's. i think we've all grown up a bit, no? it's been
three years.

in san diego tomorrow with brother, future sister. sun, sand.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

vacation

IN VEGAS. we were upgraded to a penthouse. living the life. tryst tonight.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

hgtv

deserving design with vern yip. sooo good. highly recommend.
i love seeing this frosty asian man make people happy.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

bummed about perseid

bummed about not being able to see the meteor shower tonight. i laid out in the backyard rolled in a blanket and kept my eyes open until my contacts dried out and i saw things wiggling and every star seemed to move sort of a little if you stared at it long enough. and i got a mosquito bite on my toe.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

monster hospital

i thought i had become fully re-settled in america until i realized that quarters still feel strange in my hand.

Once in Ordos
my father, climbing a hill after a storm, inadvertently
entered the base of a rainbow - the
rarest
occurence! - and found himself
in colored air, in a play of light
as if in paradise. He took one more step - and left paradise.

they are always too slight.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

digitalism

drunkkkk. my cocker spaniel will sleep with me on my bed.

Friday, August 7, 2009

grand 11:45-20:15

i really don't want to go to work today. but i really want to make some cash money so i can get away.

judy garland - life is just a bowl of cherries

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

greene&greene

take me to the gamble house!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

indeed

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Who_is_Valerie_Chen

found my name

had dinner with brother last night, discovered that my parents named me after the character on Family Ties. except that character is definitely named Mallory, not valerie.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

dreamwalking

two days ago i drove home from downtown los angeles at seven am, arrived at seven thirty, and let myself sleep for an hour and a half before i had to get up and go to work.

i was looking through some sort of box and found a folded rectangular piece of plastic with deep scalloped edges all around. it was purple and when i unfolded it i recognized it as a starfish and was sure to keep its mouth submerged in water.

i looked through another box and found an osprey at the bottom lying on its side. it had a white head with black markings, a great black beak and black tongue. (i recognized it as an osprey in my dream and i just google imaged osprey and that is exactly exactly what i saw in the dream.) i asked it if wanted to be released and it nodded. i released it and soon its osprey wife had arrived to meet it.

i was on a platform with a family of orangutans. suddenly, the platform was in freefall, akin to a falling elevator, but i wasn't scared at all - it was exhilarating. the orangutans were hooting and dancing. suddenly i was seeing everything from an eagle-eye, swooping camera point-of-view and i could see the orangutans and an entire rainforest and i could hear the chorus of birds and music accompanying a joyous rainforest.

and then i woke up and went to work.