Harman

Here I am, a refugee on Rothy's couch yet again, a little over 2 months since the last time. I was thinking today about how there's nothing better in the world than your friends' indignant rage on your behalf. And, if anything, this year has proven that in New York I have the best damn friends.

mew

Tia kept me up all night crying outside my door. I wouldn't let her in because as soon as she comes in she wants to go back out. She came by at least 4 times and was back in the morning, crying and trying all the different vocalizations in her vocabulary to see if any of them would magically open the door. She pawed at the door and stood up and pounded with her hands and small body weight. I couldn't feel mad with her because she's lonely because no one in this apartment loves her anymore and I can commiserate because it's the worst feeling. 

I am a sentimental man

Moving day 8:
I find myself having trouble throwing away used and half-empty red hair dying supplies

wah

i need to chilltf out

boa

i need to stop losing everything

SD&P

The shop lead of my new team told me today that everyone loves me. This is a refreshing change. I like this team too.

wendies

wendy appears to be a common name in the south. my mentor's wife. my roommate's mom. my friend's coworker. also, there are a lot of red cars here.

charleston

just bought my flight to cathy's bachelorette party. why are flights so $$$? i can feel myself just entering the phase of life where i'll be endlessly jetsetting to weddings and wedding-related events for the next 8 years or so

eloise

this is how i generally feel these days. how many times can i listen to it on repeat?


the last thing i expected one year ago has happened and it looks like i'm staying in florida for the foreseeable future. i've been transitioning into my new group, doing 50/50 with my old job, all week. working two jobs at once has been rough but i like my new job a lot. i'm sitting in a fabrication shop with a bunch of men and at the end of my first day we sat in a circle and ate ice pops and listened to techno music. now i'm hard at work piecing together the logistics of how i'm going to get out of new york and shape chapter 9482992 of my life.

also, i lived in a hotel for for a few nights of this week, dropping off and picking up my car from the valet, and i felt like eloise.