blood breakfast

after a manic episode last night i dreamt about sitting in shallow water in japan with tons and tons of blue and green fish nibbling at my skin and tiny, absolutely millimeters tiny, ruby-throated hummingbirds in the water as aquatic creatures and paul mccartney was also in the water, with a security guard who also had to sit in the water, feeding the fish. all of the sudden the water was gone and the fish were gone and there was only sand and i worried that they were all dead and i was sitting on them. i woke up with knots in my hair so bad that i had to cut a fistclump of my hair off this morning.