feels

I feel very gross and leaden from four contiguous days of heavy drinking and I feel like I need a lemonade and some charcoal to chew on. I've been feeling stressed out and anxious about work prospects, big life decisions, and interpersonal relationships. I self-medicated today by listening to Taylor Swift all morning with our subletter, Lenka, and I've been reading quotes out of a self-help book. Aijia thinks I need to "take back the power" and I agree.

my current theme song